December 2009
13 posts
All dressed up.
& nowhere to go.
I think I've come to a realization.
I understand now, but I know that doesn’t mean it’s going to stick.
I love you!
Ever since that night, I feel a much stronger bond with you. It’s not that it wasn’t there before, I just feel like we’re more on eachothers’ levels now. This could be the beginning of a very beautiful thing.
What do you wanna do when you grow up?
fucking PARTY.
nothing else.
There's so much on my mind.
It’s all moving so fast and I can’t hold a thought still for over a few seconds.
…I suppose that’s how my thought process works nowadays.
I don’t care.
I don’t care.
I don’t care.
I don’t care.
I don’t care.
I don’t care.
I don’t care.
It’s all going to come together, SOON. Fresh start, no more excuses. Please.
Just for the record.
The words “I love you” don’t make everything better.
Sometimes I feel like I’m yelling at the top of my lungs, just trying to get someone to hear me, but nobody does and I’m helpless and alone and I have noone.
“I wanna scream until no sound comes out and you learn your lesson. I wanna swallow these pills to get to sleep so I don’t have to make a bad impression. I need to start to be myself..cause I’m sick of everybody...
11 more days.
I’m actually really looking forward to the new year. I’ve had yet another great year, but I know it can get better. I’m excited for a fresh start. I have a few things I’d like to accomplish for this new year and I’m ready for the challenge.
For all I know,
you lied about that one too.
I think the trust is gone now.
Damn. It came out of nowhere.
It’s been a while. I wonder where you are & how you’re doing. You were a pretty big part of my life for a while..it’d be nice to see you. You could see how I’ve changed & maybe I could fix some mistakes I made in the past. I wish I knew how to contact you.
I’m getting sick. Not good. /:
I guess I don't see the big harm in it, either.
I’m sorry? I feel like I’m wrong, but what am I supposed to do?